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hey! i know you’ve been through alot tay…. i hope i was of help… don’t worry….we can do this……these are just some of life’s trials……. just hold on… the whole family is with you….. i know it wasn’t easy…and i know it’s still hard now…i’ve known of your endless sleepless nights…of the restless times you had to work far from us….of the pains that you’ve been through…i hope i can do more than what i’ve done…….but….i’m afraid…that’s all i know of…… if only i can make things better for all of us…and lessen the burden in your heart… i would have done it already…..but i can only do nothing….huhu it pains me to see you hurt….not knowing where to go to…. where to run to…… i’m sorry….. i failed you….tay, just want you to know that i’m doing what i can to ease the burden…….. hope someday i can do something to make you feel good…. better….comfortable…..you and nanay…you mean the world to me…. thanks for everything…. eventhough i’m so darn lazy at times…especially before…. even if i used to be a brat… you still cared…. and up to now, you’re the first person i run to in times of needs….just wanna thank you for all the sacrifices just to portray the role of a father to us…even if it means, giving up a good career in manila before…..even if it means you’ll be away from lola and your siblings…… thanks! and i’m sorry for all thetroubles and pains that i might have caused you…i’m sorry for the times that i’ve been stubborn…. for all the things that i’ve done wrong…. for the words i’ve said that i wish i could take back…i’m so sorry tay… lo siento papa….i never meant to be a bad daughter…. i was just used to everything that we had before… but i’m okay with it now…. i’ll do what i can to change the world tay just to make you and nanay and rex comfortable once again….i hope it isn’t late to change…….i love you so much tay…i just can’t utter the words when you’re around….i just seem not to…thanks!

~ by kathy-yen on June 17, 2006.